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Lately...
Jan. 14th, 2008 | 12:56 pm
location: dads house =]
mood: 
lazy
music: uhmm nothing NOW at least
soo. yeah;
What else should I write abouutt???
Ohh yeah! HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!!!
My resolutions... control my anger. Yeah, definetely ... I mean, I don't wanna end up with more than I can handle; so I gotta control my anger!
Another one is to improve my grade in ELA. I currently have an 80% on my midterm report. ... it neeeeeds to be higher. Not because it's a bad grade, only because i know I can do better. I have potential.
I'm also thinking about being a tattoo artist. I don't know, but it seems like it would get my creative energy out. And I really would love to do that, it seems real challenging. I love me a challenge!!! =]
I also have been thinking about being some sort of indie musician. I just learned how to play mandolin [a medieval instrument] and I really like the sound. It is definetely an indie instrument when played right. =]]
So yeah. I'm excited about all thisss!!!!
By the way, my modeling myspace can be found here
And... hmm... yeah thats about it ... :D
----CupcakechanXOXO
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Okay
Jan. 1st, 2008 | 07:13 am
location: dads house =]
mood: 
contemplative
music: "DUMB" by nirvana!
Something in the voice that moves.
Something in the water cools.
And even though my visions grey.
Yeah, I know that I'm OK.
Sometimes theres a voice that moves
In my mind, where the water cools.
Water turns to onyx grey.
Yeah, then I know I'm not Okay.
Somehow there's a God that moves.
Somehow there's a Holy Rule.
Somehow the band manages to play.
And then I set my demons at bay.
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Jan. 1st, 2008 | 07:10 am
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready, I am...
taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready
I am fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready, I am ready,
I am fine
I am fine
This song is beautiful. COLOBLIND, by COUNTING CROWS... so beautiful.. Makes me reminiscent; And I guess it makes anyone think of the things that sadden them... Or bittersweet thoughts..
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Visual DNA
Dec. 23rd, 2007 | 02:38 am
mood: 
impressed
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Sensory
Dec. 23rd, 2007 | 01:59 am
I can travel as far as a want to the ends of the universe. But I can never find the end of the sketches of trees. The etched twigs and cold magick that can fill the air. Like the frozen air you breathe out.
Breathe it out.
I can touch all the pebbles. The cobbled roads on the edges of the river. I can, but I won't. I'd rather touch the thoughts behind it.
Because this is all pretend. But if I can write it, it's real. To you, to me too.
Of course to me, I'm the one wishing to live it.
Writers are only street magicians.
Only can do so much tricks.
-CUPCAKECHANXOXO
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Current Portrait
Dec. 23rd, 2007 | 01:46 am
mood: 
sleepy
Blue, heavy lidded because I'm tired.
NOSE
Twitchy... once again, tired.
MOUTH
Chapped from biting lips, must stop bad habits. Thank God for New Years.
HAIR
Too short and spiky for her own good. Very blonde, and like a boy's hairstyle. Basically, a pixie. But this changes a lot. Been every color of the rainbow, but recently, spontaneously fried to a blonde.
EXPRESSION STATEMENT
Her expression? "Why am I doing this? It's alomost 2 AM.... Rawr-rawr-rawr-rawr!!!"
There. There's your blog. Dammit.
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Goals, New Year, Etc. Blah blah
Dec. 23rd, 2007 | 01:35 am
location: HOOOME
mood: 
insomnia-induced dementia
music: tv shows
New Year's Goal? Well, obviously to gain some weight. Yeah, you heard me right, GAIN.
Why??? Well, I'm basically a famished loser whose hair is too short and spiky for her gender.
Ah well, Gender will get over it.
But anyways, I just need to DEFINETELY do that... But it's hard because I have a verrry small stomach. Rawr. Feel my pain.
It's like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Or fast food joint. Either.
So let's see, Christmass..... Yes, well I got loooooaaaaaddds of thoughtful, BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING gifts. Andd I know the reason for the season, so don't preach. A grimace looks bad on you.
And ! And ! And ! .....I went to see ACROSS THE UNIVERSE. It was a VERY good movie. I recommend.
Hmm.... that's about ittt..
More later in anotha' entryyy....
ttyl
CUPCAKECHAN
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Facts
Dec. 19th, 2007 | 04:12 pm
location: in the stomach of this very earth
mood: 
Haha! I hate you!
music: the grumbling of digestionnnn
Everyone is destined to learn facts throughout their lives. Whether it be that 1+1=2, or that the Easter Bunny at the Mall is a raging drunk, they all are substantial to our being... Ooh, fuzzy moment!
But it's the facts we learn about ourselves that are so important the ways we live. [FYI : ...'nother fuzzy moment.] But yeah, so... If we spend so much of our time sleeping, breathing, and becoming morbidly obese.... [You know, neccessities...].... Thenn..... How much time do we have to sincerely analyze our very being?
Oh, I don't know... Maybe the time it takes on the bus for you to reach your local Liquor Shoppe? Yeah, that seems like some real quality time for philosophy...
Oh, anywho.
-CUPCAKECHANN